The Guitar Saga....!!!

This is intresting..... you'll not really notice these small but touching stories ...!!

Firstly i had to admit... guitars fascinated me whole my life that i lived... one cud never find reason for such strange fascinations..!! i never tried though :-p.

So due to this strange.. atraction i alwayz wanted myself to play guitar... cudnt get time in college ... nor were the facilities..

After so much time the charm was still ON.. and i found myself financial enough strong ..after 1 yr of job to let myself ....learn the guitar..!!!

Friends... encouraged me !! ... made fun of me.. discouraged me...(nothing personal though.... its all part of friendshipmanship that we have :D..) ..but these things little teasers only added to my determination.

Atlast ....!! ..I found a music teacher .. to teach me guitar .. let me tell you the starting days were very discouraging... as it is not really easy to play this thing..

But i managed to hold... all credits to the "charm" to guitar and another "charm" that was coming to guitar classes...

So... i started .. i worked hard... and the results are worth noting.. meanwhile i met this charm gal at two three more places which just added to the existing charm.. :-)

In Guitar class i dint get chance to speak to this gal.. due to timings... due to reluctance by my side.. and due to something i dnt knw..

In the end i saw this gal in my office... and i started some hi-hello.... eyebrows updowns... i love this..!!

so i thought i was in a position to admit that .... there is something.... i dnt say it love... nt flatuation..even..

The girl is cute... with beautiful eyes.... and the voice she's having i liked the most...i found this girl less talkactive... but still can steal the show with whateva she speaks...

So finally i admitted to myself that ... i am having "crush" on her ..after a long time... i wanted to speak to her... wanted to spend time with her... and buddies.... i was getting some attention.. ;-)

So the next day i went to class early!! to match with her timings... but she dint turned up.... i palyed guitar for 2 hrs.. that day .... hoping that she might come late. No success though!!! :-(

What i got that day is that....information that we'll not be having classes for next 2 weeks as the teacher ...needed a break... :-).... gud timings is what i can say.

I knew i can never get time in office to talk to her... the only option for 1 hr interction is my Guitar classes... considering the fact that it is not feasible to catch her up... in 2000 people workforce...

So i was sure i am not getting what i wanted for two weeks... :-( neway .. after this all happend i got my senses back to realize that "I dont know her name !!!!!"

I tried my best to get her name... sources all over the office were searching for that gal and her name...

One late evening...... "I GOT THAT !!!!!!! " u can never imagine how good i was feeling that.... hearing that really sweet name.... i cant mention The Name here... i promised to myself that i'll not do that...

So the next day ... i searched for her on ORKUT .... the first thing i wanted to do..... hell knows WHY??? ...

Though i dint got any profile with her name but i got to a community... logical connected to her..!! and dint i mention she had a sweet but unique name.... !! ... so what i got from there.. was nt funny at that moment.. :-(

It was mentioned in BOLD ( why???) that ---

"Miss Charm is getting married on 24th Nov, 2007 and getting engaged on 22nd July, 2007"

i looked at the date .....in calender... it was 17th Nov, 2007..

As per my fundas of life... "Loving someone is all about not making her sad in neway" i am letting my hapiness down again !!!

I'll not try to get her in any trouble !!!! of anytype... that can arise if i'll tell her about

will not let her know that i loved her (??) .. though i'll try to become her friend... if possible !!! and if i can manage being friend only !!