The Strange day that ended with BIG CATS!!!

You never know .. for what are you waiting .. sometimes. The same happened to me last night, i just didnt want to sleep expecting something.
I tried doing some office work, generally which i didnt touch at room, but couldnt carry that on for more than 1 hr. Then i did some Net Surfing..... that was also boring !!!
Lastly i took my guitar and started playing that ..it's almost midnight but none of my roommate was complaing .... yesterday... strange for me. They generally asked me not to play it at odd hours .. so as to avoid neighbours yelling at us :D..

Yesterday was different.. when i tried recalling the whole day ... i can feel the day is different. In Office i was given another assignment that will keep me on toes for 2 months. I love such tasks... and feels great that i am being chosen from the whole team. I love taking responsibilities. Thats what i am doing in all phase of my life.... whether .. office ... friends.... rather i would say i have changed myself a bit to obtain .. balance between my office life and personal life. There were times when my friends were alwayz waiting for me to come from office.... yelling at me at times. Those were the times and those all have gone.

I started giving more time to my friends... i was alwayz ready for them... i do this till date ...!!! when i see at me today i am a complete changed person from what i was some 1 yr back, ... well i alwayz appreciated this change... all credit goes to the situations i faced.

When i look back i can see myself people from all sides ready to tell me about their problems... their happines.... this also happened with persons with whome i have a small contact. I can never find the reason for that involvement ... i can never find i know. But at times i felt that i am becoming overloaded with people's expectaions .. their happines... their sorrows... i cant help myself attaching to people's sorrows rather then their happines.

I started avoiding those .... forced sessions of people's discussions ... i know it was hard... and i know that change was easily noticable..... i felt the change in others also due to that change.

Now i have a pool of friends to whome these sessions are still on... and they were never part of that change.

Yon can see i can never become a good writer..... i totally lost the direction of the post.. :p no regrets though.... this post is under "my views" and as i said earlier... no comments required.

I am not alwayz ready to end post i am writing. i never liked writing but i am writing ... u see..!!

Last night i went through a strange dream. I had this dream 2-3 times last week. What i see is that in dreams i am surrounded by lions and tigers and they are in all directions... all over.. the place is some rocky green place. Now one by one they started attacking me.... but i was escaping each time...s0mehow.. i jumped... i ran .... i jumped over them... but escaped at last.
Each time this dream come the number of BIG CATS increased from that of last time... now they started attacking in groups.... but i am finding myself now more confortable (experience .. you can say !!! )...
but strange thing is that .. now other people are surounding me and still those creature are tagetting me... yesterday i saw a rare white tiger also... as soon as escaped last night ..... it broke my sleep... i woke up ... stood up.... went to fridge ... had some water....!!

Then i realized and tried to remember what i was doing ... before sleeping... i was waiting for something..... right!!?? ... i dint remeber when i slept... i went to PC ..... logged on ...checked time.. it was 3 quarter past three in night...
i checked for what i was waiting...!! no success... :( am i expecting much..?? ... NO.. i think....!! .. i need to think all over again...

My Sleep was gone ........what to do den ?? ...den i googled about my Dream and what it mean... i do believe in dreams .. their connection to what you will face ... and what you have faced..

What i got is that ......it means "You will be attacked by Enemies from all directions.....in any part of life..... U cant predict"

but didnt i mentioned..... :D that i escaped all the times..

SO ... i am waiting and i am prepared LIONS and TIGERS .... i welcome you with open arms... but will not let you people HUG me... :-)

Sandeep :-)