How it started....

Sigh....

I really dont know..... i did thought about writing blogs...sometime, but not that seriously.
It happens sometime you cant expect and you cant believe what inspires you. I am sure that was not intentional and .. this is not the reason why i started my journey back from my home-town to work-town.

Something should have happend... i was listening to my walkman phone.. and was quite enjopying the cool breeze flowing thru the rajasthan roadways bus...(you can not alwayz expect this cool wind flowing through your hair ..while travelling on NH-8), unintentionaly i was dragged in thoughts by myself. I started thinking about what i am, what i am doing and why i am doing? this blog is just an attempt to answer my those questions to me.

Another reason ... that i think is that.. i am going through a strange phase of life... my career started!!!...i am still searching for love?? not sure...well, i am having some plans.. but dont know how to implement.

One thing i can say here.... i never had shortage of friends.... i had them and having them in ... quality and quantity... of different nature.... different personality, but there are things that cant be shared with them ... if you know that they cant understand....and as a friend you alwayz know what can they understand and what they cant.

I was alwayz a fun loving person ... never really presented myself as serious person to my friends.... my fault!!! ... so as i am a funloving ... happy-go-lucky... i can alwayz remain happy..right!!? ...

Not, really... sometimes you think why people dont take you seriously... why your considerations .. your life... you love.... becomes part of friends gossips... !! i know this is not intentional... noone's fault...

People only discuss their personal matters ...when they think it is required and they know the person to whome they are sharing ... will try to help... and that person is keen in helping you .. as a friend... he has the same intrest in your life... matters.. as he has in his own...

I think....!! and i am not sure if i am right.... i am facing this situation....

Once you are in love... !!!.. my experiences on me and... observations on others ..you have priorities defined .. to whome you'll care about...either family or ur love mate... and as the situations vary.... all time goes in talkin about your family and your mate... ups and downs...and thus less care about friends... their lives... this happens really...!!!

So... i was thinkin... what should i do with my thoughts.... my feelings... no one is caring about me..... i guess!!!

I know if somebody of my friends got to know about this blog... i will be getting some... gud scolding classes... :-p and some explanations .. some examples to prove that i am wrong....!! my views are not right....

OK... fine... may be!!!... but these are mine.... !!
i'll continue to post here... my stories... my experiences... and even my love stories.. :D ... they are strange ...

in the end... so nehow it started... i m nt gonna stop :-)